Little Girl With A Broken Heart

We were to the meet place early. We stayed late.

The donor never showed to see Spook.

No call, no text, no email, nothing from the lawyer. I wasted $4 in gas in the car plus risking my dry rotted tires on a snowy day to get there and hold up my end of the bargain.

Once again, the donor made it clear to that little girl that she isn’t important to him.

I was willing to let the unreturned email for 5 days go, but this…is beyond the pale. And that lawyer is going to make excuses and something tells me, even with the written emails proving me to tell the truth, the lawyer and donor will somehow turn it around to make it all my fault. I dunno how, but sociopaths have a gift for doing that sort of thing.

I hugged Spook and told her at least she has me, til the end, and I gave her ice cream…But she is so hurt and disappointed, and on top of that she found the power bill disconnect notice so she’s fretting about that (I gotta hide stuff better) and…

I feel like shittiest mom ever.

Yet I am still here, and I care, and I am trying to do my best. I have a job interview tomorrow. I am TRYING.

So if you can, or know someone who can/will donate or share our story, I AM BEGGING YOU TO PLEASE DO IT.

Our paypal is here and is quickest way to get money, since the power bill disconnect is up 4/22.

If more comfortable with proper fundraiser, our page is here.

Please just think about it. Help promote our cause. Teach me how to use social media to promote it. Give me advice on how to make it more appealing and motivating.

I’m on less than zero here, so whatever help I can get so I can take care of Spook…is welcome. Thank you.

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